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For so long I have been writing  poems
some of them I roughed it, while some of them I had text you.
indeed with some grammatical mistakes I expressed my words over here.
some of my fellows liked it but never appreciated, you loved me and  you didn't say it.

To be with you is just a dream.

Memories fade like a dusty window pane,
we all live an illusionist life
Time goes by on the wings of a butterfly
what we want we never get, what we have we aren't satisfied
Its time to leave to find my space
you will look for me and I won't be there
You have a life and you get to live
waiting for me will make you to strive
You played your part and now its time for me
to be with you will remain a dream.

You are so special to me...

You are always so special to me
It wasn't a chance to say goodbye
Deep in my heart I know you're gone
But yet I remember your smile


Even though you're far from my sight
And your smile,.. still lingers in my mind.
I know it isn't easy for me to forget the days
you were there with me in every steps and in every way
Still wonder how can you forget the moments of joy
now what ever I speak.. you make me quiet
.
But yet, I remember your eyes..


Sometime I wake up in the night
asking Allah for you to come back
its the emptiness..I just break down and cry.


And yet, I still remember you.


you started a new life, never looked back and saw me
I wonder how it is so easy for you? may be I am just a fool.
Oh girl will you promise me to meet me after this world?

cause my love for you wasn't just for this mortal world.

Aren

for Aren from Aren.

I am dying within my soul,
your blood has now become cold.
The feelings, the moments, the love,
its all now like a broken shells.
I begged you and i tried,
you did not even melt when i cry.
I saw a change i saw a move,
you were crazy and now I am a fool.
Wonder why I am waiting even when the sun is still high,
you ran away and I stood looking at you.
How can this becomes a reality??
i heard all these in stories.!!
why people are so selfish and hard??
do they not fear one day they need to answer God.!
how can the promises be broken?
shun the promises, how can the faith gets weakened?
I pray to the Almighty this be just a reel
and I know we get (in heart) what we conceal.
Glory to be One God, the Most Merciful and Most Kind,
HE is the sustainer and the listener of our prayers.

memories never fades

How can i forget the day when we met?

carrying no intention in my mind, I started loving you as the moment passes by.

You warned me not to come close to you, I went helpless to resist my love for you.

I saw a beauty of simplicity and in you I saw a fairy.

People started calling me saint, they never knew the reason behind my devotion.

You told me that isn't easy for us to be together
I trust you and we will be together.
You might loose all your strength of patience,
I will carry the hope even deep down the ocean.
why you never seek help with patience?
One day i will show you my blog and you will love me forever.
Yes i waited for you even through the darkest of nights,
My light of hope is you and one day it will shine bright.
How can you forget the time when i used to console you?
how can I forget the the moments when you used to get annoy with my minutes of ignorance?

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If you could have prayed

There is a ray of hope when u say to me that you Pray.. 
There is a faith when i see you n it will always be.
 Baby you are mine n this feeling always gets strong.
Your thought always comes into my mind even when I try to avoid.
Do you know how much i need you right now?
 Your voice still echoes in my ears..making me realise the days when u used to care.
 Baby please try to forgive me, but i want you to be strong though even a second I cant leave u alone.
Please realise the power of prayer,,
its the remedy for every soul without which we are nowhere.

Shab e khair ki talash

har kadam pe hain ye kiske nishaan, har mod par hai ye badli hawa,
ye waqt kehta hai mujhse ye tera hai nishaan, nasheman bhi tera.

khwaab aur bhi hain bas aankh na khul jae,
ye fasane hi sahi dil ghabra na jae.

har taraf hai masle masael
aur ye raat bhi jaise pulsiraat

na jaane ye subh kab aaegi ye rut kab jaegi
khwahisheyn na chalengi ab in hasraton ke saath.

thoda aur so leyn in khamoshiyon mein,
mujhe aur bhi hai chalna in kaafilon ke saath

ae khuda mujhe de aur sukoon
zarra bhi nahi hota mujhse ye nifaaq

Sitting on the window side, looking at the moonlight.
******

Here i am with no words in my mind...

there i go leaving my life behind.

Have no choice for me to stay anywhere...

now I am here, so tell me is it fair??

For the world i am at cloud nine

Emmy knows that i still cry.

Here i came to have a new name

the game is old and the future is mould.

Here i am with no one...

So tell me is it fair??

God knows everything

The lonliness is confined in me

And i dont have peace of mind.

I know i've to let it go though

somebody may find.

Those caring words and echoed sound,

nothing is left now is what i have found.

I talk to God in lonely night,

Sometime I beg and sometime even cry.

what i had i left it behind,

What i have is not at all mine.

The sky before dawn is saying good bye to me. it seems the last drop is about to fall on me. My heart is saying lets not be late this time. lets reach home as fast as i could. lets see my peoples' face for the last moment. But i realised that i may not able to reach home no matter how fast i run.
I guess i will be late this time.
May God be with me.

Gone with the wind.

Days are gone when i used to wake up by your missed calls,
Chatting through sms from dawn to dusk, i recall.
Going through your every single text again n again,
and when i missed you , i read it again.
what was that? was it really something?
that something was whatever,but it went with the ageing.

down the street, down with the fall.

I miss my friend , with them i miss my days.
waliking down the streets i miss them along the way.
Empty cups and lonley days,
I miss then like this stupid phrase.
They ask me why i have gone so far?
i ask myself why can't be there?
People say its a matter of time,
I ask them -what if i dont have much time?
Its stupidity to say all this crap
but i have nothing to do with this madcap.

why i cant say I hate you?

How should i say, what should i say?
you are the one whom i hate.
you meant beyond the world to me
you and me were the two who never freak.
Now i am not well with the decision you dwelled
you didn't even bother and said GO To HELL?
You didn't care the prayers I used to pray
crying like a baby through night and day.
Why do i hate you ? why the fuck i hate you?
My life has become so useless, without any reason I just hate you.

missing you, the way you entered in my life
promising me to be always there in my sight.
what went wrong now? why have you done this to me?
i questioned myself day and night, why did you entered in my life?
life is so sucking without you
i loved you and loved you, And now its not you.
season comes, season goes,
now you say i m not yours?

innocent thoughts

She has a beauty in her talk,
in the night with endless walk
i hold her hand and she embrace me tight,
The moon saw us,as she gave me a love bite
I was withstand with the love she shown to me
i saw the passion, in her i saw a fairy
i was blessed the way she came in my life
promised me that she will remain forever like a goodwife.

forever in my mind

I miss the times when i was there,
Telling me to have no fear.
Now you are there and i m here ,
Looking for something which is still unclear.
For everythng you used to do , and i m sorry i didnt realise,
though you were always on my mind.

A poem By my Sweet and loving Friend. .

I don't promise you - The Moon,I don't promise you - A Star.These things are bizarre !!One thing I promise,All your Dream's-I'll make them a Reality.Loving you will never be a Formality.Never will I think Off you.I'll do anything-To fulfil your wishes.Either it be - Washing Car,Or doing Dishes.I don't say -I'll make you live this way.I'll be your Prince -And you my Princess.Sorrow won't come pass by you.Happiness will never Shy you.I'll make All your Dream's come True !!Be Mine - Till the Last Breath,I'll Love You !!{ if its yes } :The anchor is laid.For you i prayed.Didn't believe my luck.Am i so lucky-still in the shock.I know it wont be easy,Not for You, Not for MeBut I Promise you eternity.Had buried myself, from ashes i rise.Thinking of you, i get hypnotise.Joy, cry, life doesn't seem so true.My life empty without you, My life is in you.My love will always be true, Miss you... Love you...Will always Do !!

Finding a new way, in a crowded place.

searching for the old face , but yet , its not possible in this haze.

missing my old days , missing my people , I m lost in a new place.

wish i could go back to my own place.

to see the old face , roam in my own place.

why the things can never be same? why cant we change what we want?