Sitting on the window side, looking at the moonlight.
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Here i am with no words in my mind...

there i go leaving my life behind.

Have no choice for me to stay anywhere...

now I am here, so tell me is it fair??

For the world i am at cloud nine

Emmy knows that i still cry.

Here i came to have a new name

the game is old and the future is mould.

Here i am with no one...

So tell me is it fair??

God knows everything

The lonliness is confined in me

And i dont have peace of mind.

I know i've to let it go though

somebody may find.

Those caring words and echoed sound,

nothing is left now is what i have found.

I talk to God in lonely night,

Sometime I beg and sometime even cry.

what i had i left it behind,

What i have is not at all mine.

The sky before dawn is saying good bye to me. it seems the last drop is about to fall on me. My heart is saying lets not be late this time. lets reach home as fast as i could. lets see my peoples' face for the last moment. But i realised that i may not able to reach home no matter how fast i run.
I guess i will be late this time.
May God be with me.

Gone with the wind.

Days are gone when i used to wake up by your missed calls,
Chatting through sms from dawn to dusk, i recall.
Going through your every single text again n again,
and when i missed you , i read it again.
what was that? was it really something?
that something was whatever,but it went with the ageing.

down the street, down with the fall.

I miss my friend , with them i miss my days.
waliking down the streets i miss them along the way.
Empty cups and lonley days,
I miss then like this stupid phrase.
They ask me why i have gone so far?
i ask myself why can't be there?
People say its a matter of time,
I ask them -what if i dont have much time?
Its stupidity to say all this crap
but i have nothing to do with this madcap.

why i cant say I hate you?

How should i say, what should i say?
you are the one whom i hate.
you meant beyond the world to me
you and me were the two who never freak.
Now i am not well with the decision you dwelled
you didn't even bother and said GO To HELL?
You didn't care the prayers I used to pray
crying like a baby through night and day.
Why do i hate you ? why the fuck i hate you?
My life has become so useless, without any reason I just hate you.